My best friend..

My best friend is the most reliable person ever. She never leaves me to suffer alone, she is always there for me, wither it be a hand to hold, a hug i so desperately need, words that console me, or a joke to brighten my horrible day, my best friend is the most important person in my life. She always knows just what to say, she has never let me down though i know i have in the past, and probably present, let her down many a time. I would do anything i could for her, i value our friendship like no other, i have never know any other person to have such an impact on my life. She is compassionate, she is funny, she is kind.. like no one i have ever met! she has the patience of a saint.. way beyond my own realm of patience. She is smarter than anyone i have ever met, she doesn't waste her time on silly sites like neopets :p she spends her time with intellectual entertainment. She cares more for others than she does her own self. She would drop whatever she was doing no questions asked to try to help a friend, no matter how much that friend was getting on her nerves, believe me, i've see it.. (ie. Danny) she is hilarious, she never stops making me smile.. no matter what kind of mood i am in, she can always make me laugh, wither it be trivial silliness or a well thought out joke.. or just some stupid political cartoon, she knows just what to do. She has got to be the friendliest person around, when i brought john and sarah into my home, she didn't ask any questions, she jumped right in, and did her best to make friends with them, and was there for both of them no matter how nuts sarah made all of us. i admire her willing nature and free spirit.. she doesn't care she will tell you what she wants, she will do what she wants, except when it comes to a select few people, stupid people, who have found a way to bring her down, i admire her for all that she does, med school is no joke, and goddamn i wish i had that kind of ambition. I know that no matter what i say to her, she will never breath a word of it to anyone else, i know that she will never ever judge me, i know that she will stand by my side through thick and thin, and that is very hard to come by these days. She means everything to me, and i love her with all that i have, Jackie, you are wonderful, never change, stay strong, and if you ever doubt.. look here.. and remember.. i believe in you.. and i always will..