The way things are...

Sooo.. as i learn and cope and deal with things that are thrown at me.. another things brings me down.. my name appeared in the paper b.c there is a retarded cop that has no idea how to protect annominity. you would think he would have some sense on how to protect a victim family. apparently not. just wow. so after that blew over.. things are quiet.. and that scares me. they say no news is good news... but i am not so sure. we are supposed to go to CT next weekend.. hopefully i can. i am just really happy i have people to fall back on.. that are there for me.